Well went to doc cause work requires a form to be filled out,it is time sensitive i have a week to fill it out or termination happens.been through this once already and managed to get it in time,wasnt aware i needed it last time,but this time iam,i got the papers no doubt in my mind i would get it sighned.
But nope went today and receptionist said i cant see my doc till jan14 th,i tried to tell her ,but she was not hearing me,she just kept saying cause it is under wcb i cannot see a doc for 2 weeks in between visits.
So now im going to be terminated,and all i feel is extreme guilt and shelfishness for thinking i was deserving of getting help.
Why is it the hands that are there to help you only hurt you.
And money is more important then a person,silly me for being shocked by that,but it kinda hurts you know.
I have to laugh i do.
A referal was sent in on my behalf to see a phsyciatrist for help but lmao ,nothing left to help or save if i loose my job because a doctor was afraid she would not be paid.
Shame on the canadian medical system.
And shame on me for being so selfish once again.
To much i tell yah,oh well at least i can say i tried.
