[konj1978]

Today is big day in my life. Today i will admit all to my wife again. This will be 3th time and i am not sure what will be happened. I was thinking about this conversation in last few months but was not ready, couldnt simply, it was stronger then me. But in all last 3-4 was days i was only wrked on this conversation. I know that i dont have nothing to lose, because i lost it all long time ago. I am reafy for her any decision, so there is also posibility that i will need to left our home tonight and sleep on street, or in best case, in the car. I dont have any place to go, dont have any money…But i am ready to fight against my ego and f… personality and this addiction…I will win, not addiction…