[Diamond82]

Today is a hard day. I just want to play and have no more money. i am in debt. It will be forever before i will ever be able to save up again.
I can’t go to work today because this is making me so sad and cry. Its hard. Today i think it has finally hit me on how much money i have lost and in the stupid situation i have put myself in.
I hate it so much because i still want to play. Nothing makes me feel as happy asa when i play… shopping, holidays, going out with friends.. nothing.