Tomorrow is 5 weeks. I have been so busy. This busyness makes me want to gamble. Doesn’t make sense. My computer broke down last week. Haven’t been able to post. Using my husband’s computer. We have spent so much money this month. But, not one penny spent on gambling. The urges have been huge lately. I think, “I haven’t gambled, but there are all these other expenses that come up. What is the point to not gambling, we will never make progress.” The difference is that I can take my husband’s hand and say, “this is destiny and we can face it together and work together to change things” Instead of continuing to choose something that chooses his destiny and says, “I will keep doing something that hurts you, me and our future together.”
