I moved interstate last Tuesday and arrived safe and sound. I went from living in a quiet household to living into an intense environment that consists of now three adults, two children and lots of people popping around. I am an introvert and finding myself in more need of alone quiet time, but it is rare and seldom in between. And I am just telling myself I have to adjust. Haven’t decided whether or not this decision was a good choice, however I know the experience will be worth it.
I cg on the saturday before I left to move interstate. I was completely stressed about not having enough money to spend and hold me through until I got my final pay from my job. I lost everything but did not create any more debt. It was a very careless move. I am one week clean as of today and great news is I don’t really have a vehicle and their are barely any cg places here (that I have noticed) and I have had no desire or need. In fact I am too scared to cg because I am totally screwed if I do AND I couldn’t bare my family finding out, so I won’t go there and I don’t need to. I still cant believe how intense it is here, kids get up early and its FULL on from there.
I am doing ok, gotta keep my head up and just keep going. I have many dreams I continue to fulfill while I am here.