So happy to read such a positive post. It gives me some strength to know that things can get better. Your statement “Trust may always be out of reach for me…”made me cry. …I feel the same way but was feeling that this made my relationship a failure. Don’t you need trust, I thought? But the way you phrased it made me look at it another way, as a work in progress. ..I hope I can be in as good a place as you are one day. We are working on it but I am honestly feeling pretty hopeless at this point.
Gotta run..The kids just came out.
But I wanted to say how happy I am for you and that you are giving hope to others during their dark days. ..