I too was shocked to see you had posted, at first I thought it must be the other Maverick.
I think you are a very brave man and I really think you have dealt with the situation so well.
I loved the way you say
“I realised something on Friday – if I gamble there are 2 immediate outcomes:”
Listing the outcomes that is fantastic as it shows how far you have come during the last 54 days of your freedom from gambling.
Mav, you sound positive making plans and I expect you are so looking forward to seeing your little boy on Thursday.
You have done well Mav and I am sure you will continue to do so with the plans that you are making, you are getting your life back Mav.
See you in a group soon x