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Welcome back! That roller coaster is expensive. I hope you read the journals here and find some tools to help you through to a more normal life. There is a lot of life passing us by when we choose to let gambling control us.
Posting your thoughts may help you in the early days when everything seems to pale in comparison. I felt really down spirited at first, but it was worth it to start finding myself again. Great start by excluding!