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Well my insidious disease made me do something totally stupid. Don’t know why i listen to it. Only thing it does is make me miserable and upset with myself. Was doing good then good ole “chaos” popped up and messed with me and i gambled again. It doesn’t matter the amount of money, it just matters that i gambled again. Must figure out why i like “chaos” so much. Every time i start to do good, i can’t seem to stay on the right path. I need to really work on the higher power connection. I used to have a strong connection with my higher power but somewhere along the way of life i lost that connection. Well working on not gambling just for today. Then maybe i can get stay gambling free for the 24 hours.