21 October 2014 at 6:51 pm
#26645
JohnNobody
Participant
When I gamble I don’t work. If I don’t work I don’t earn
I am self employed. When in the midst of a gambling frenzy everything goes to hell. Sat now in a bar drinking beer. Watching everyone else lead there lives…. I feel like I’m stood outside looking through. The loneliness even when out is crushing. I am tired of all the mess and destruction I have caused. Why did I have to become an addict???????#¿!