I believe in you brother you gonna overcome this obstacle. Keep a positive attitude despite the losses. You gonna be a victor. It takes alot of encourage to admit you messed up and you know what you will look back at this and you gonna tell yourself i made a good decision to come clean. You are an amazing person.you gonna rise above this. Observe your words and what you create for yourself. Focus on your self worth. Be grateful for your life brother. No matter what is the outcome be headstrong. It pains i know i am in the same situation where my wife filed for divorce after i slipped up for the 3rd time. I wasnt honest and i am facing the consequences of it. I am hurting even tho i went back gambling after being served with the divorce papers. I didnt have the mental ability to see that gambling is a lie.
Thankful i am GF after 5 days now and still fighting the good fight. Thank you for sharing. Keep posting brother.