Worriedmama, I think you are right. I have to think about myself aswel but it’s so hard to do. This addiction ruined not only my husband’s life but mine too. And it will ruin my childrens life aswel if i don’t do something to protect them from it. I’m feeling down today, he’s got paid his allowance today and gambling it all away. He won’t agree to give it to anyone or change the payment to anyones account. Thank you worriedmama, your words are supportive and i think i need them a lot. I need some kind of kick to get me out of this doubting thoughts. It’s all so crazy, his gambling in one room and I’m sitting in the other crying and worrying.. But what does he care. I feel angry, upset and hearing all that sport comments make me feel like to scream out loud! He is basically gambling without any shame and does he think I don’t know that he is doing it right now? What am I supposed to do, go and shout him, let him just sit and gamble..I’ve tried all solutions and nothing. It’s so frustrating and mind playing.
