Get practical support with your gambling problem Forum Friends and Family Giving up Wow I guess the way I feel is understandable

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I’ve gotten used to being blown off and ignored. Actually ironic; I only came on here tonight because my computer is (and has been) all screwed up. Can’t reinstall operating system because ex and his brother got my install discs, like nearly everything else I owned or worked for.SO I installed a different OS to another part of the computer and can’t get my passwords to import. Needed to pay a bill … every little thing, for so long, has been an ordeal.

I’m angry and irritable because I am and have been exhausted for WAY TOO LONG. I called the suicide hotline a while back and ended getting hung up on. NO I don’t WANT to die, but I have no desire to get up to face another day where I don’t exist, unless someone wants money. Where the whole day is an unnecessary and unjust struggle and leads nowhere, anyway.