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Monica1
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Yes, for me it was also the rush, the ups and downs and just to continue for as long as possible. Once you play the slots for about say 15 to 20 mins you enter the slot trance and then you are really screwed. 48 hours was my longest and also my last. Money to me is an energy and the means for life to be more comfortable. when GA talk about the big shot mentality and the love of money, this is where i completely disagree with them. It was never about that for me. I had tons of money before I started gambling and it was more around throwing it away and self destructing. Foolish I know but the addiction to the rush set in and there we are. Today, broke,hungry some times and on day 47.