Hello ryan. I read your journal i feel that hurt and pain in those words. Now you focus on healing and recovery being here and getting the emotional and practical support we need to move on. I am here for you on this forum to let you know life moves on after a lose and as the other members here have reply to you see it as failed business and a student loan, see it as a tool to move you away from that negative activity and to put your mind in a place where people like yourself are struggling daily, with to help them with bigger problem than yourself. Have that desire to rebuild and move on my brother. Stay strong. Be strong. Be a role model. And rise above this.
