You are such a support to others. You describe everyone’s story so well. I am suffering/no we (my husband and I) are suffering the consequences of my insanity. I like to read your posts that keep us reminded of the uselessness of gambling and then the damage of giving in just once, which damages our recovery. I have to keep reminding myself that I am in recovery. I am struggling today. Just getting started with my day. I am going to grab my journal and focus on what it means to work on recovery. I know the woman I don’t want to be, but I need to focus on the woman I want to be and then figure out how to get there. Today, the gap between the woman I am and the one I want to be feels like it is as large as the Grand Canyon! Enough about me. Have a great day, Cat. thanks for your support and congratulations!