You have an incredible amount of mental toughness you don’t even know you have. I say that because you care here and told everything. You left nothing unsaid, to me that proves you have an incredible about of mental fortitude.
We are all fight various battles, but together we can fight this addition and come out a better person in the end. I’m not sure about you, but the thought of losing my family keeps me from placing any bets. Your son, your wife and you deserves better brother, use that as motivation to not gamble today. We don’t have to focus on being gambling free forever, that’s too hard to fathom, instead let’s just focus on being free from gambling today. Lets get through today and worry about tomorrow when it comes.
You can do this man. I have a lot to respect for you, and I’m here for you! Stay strong man.
