Everyone situation is unqiue and different yet with the same one result: losses. We have to face the harsh reality as i am now i know i cannot get back all the money i lost in all those roulette machines i played on for the past five years losing well over 400k i saying tht with easy but brother it pains me to know i lost the biggest asset of my life my son. My wife broke up with me becuz of this gambling lifestyle i had and took full custody of my son. I am staying strong for myself and know one day he will come bk to me. Despite what i did to them i stole told many lies abt the addiction. I still paid the bills and put food on the table but the debts mounted more and more. Thankfully i am alive after i crashed my vehicle and the insurance paid me $26k i am a new man on day 3 without gambling. I vow from this moment to clear up those debts and make a fresh start. Road to recovery starts now brother. Stay positive we can do this together by uplifting words. I am looking forward. Moving my mind away from those devices i am free i am going enjoy life more and more now. It is my time to help others and give back. Continue to stay on the forum. To be truthful i was on and off this website since last year to now and friday 06 dec 2019 i decided to explore it and i discovered alot now. Now i got a platform to help others in this addiction and to give words to encourage to fight the goodfight in the battlefield of our minds o truly set free of ourselves from the chains of mental slavery. I applaud u brother for making the first step on the road to recovery. Keep on it. Keep focus. Thank you.
