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10 December 2014 at 4:36 am #27692Tiki456Participant
I don’t know how much more I can take of this cat and mouse game. Telling myself I will play slots with 30.00 and win 300.00 and then lose 300.00 … Over and Over and Over time and time again.
Cut up the debit card and then write checks. Robbing Peter to Pay Paul. Work so hard and give it to the damn machines. Whom are making millions and paying out pennies on the dollar.
I have to get it in my head to stop giving them m hard earned money for what ….. to try and win a few hundred and losing thousands and thousands. My God, I could of owned a home, had nice furniture and drive a car that isn’t a JUNK. It’s me, I have a major disease. I am a Compulsive Gambler and I am going to struggle with this until I can get some clean time. Or until I die.
Tomorrow will be day one again. I will accumulate some clean time. I say it over and over, and I better start remembering my words. I just want the strength and the understanding that I can not gamble. I will keep going on day to day and praying that I will fight with everything to not turn the car and do the most important things in life and that is to Live without this pain. -
10 December 2014 at 9:11 am #27693janey1Participant
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Hello and thanks for starting a thread in the Gambling Therapy forums
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