Here I am again!!! Well my partner moved out of the house at the end of July, I did see him as he had regular contact with our little boy and also my older children!! We were getting on really well and as far as I knew he had stopped going to the casino. To cut a long story short we decided about 4 weeks ago we will give our relationship another go as we both realised how much we wanted to be together!! So things have been good although he has not moved back in yet and had no plans to until the end of Jan!! He got a call yesterday from the girl he rents his flat from asking if he wants to continue with the lease aa her sister wants to rent it, so he has told her thar from the end of Jan he will be moving out!! Then this morning he told me he has blown most of his wages online gambling last night. I just don’t understand why he did it, it’s almost like he’s on self destruct as soon as things are good he has to knock himself and me down!! It’s yet another Christmas ruined and me making sure the kids have presents!! He asked me to lend him some money and for the 1st time ever I have said no and I’m not giving in this time!! I also bought myself 2 dresses and a pair of shoes for my Xmas nights out but took them back today as I now need the money for my childrens Xmas presents!!