[Sunflower01]

When my boyfriend returned from his inpatient care I had the hopes that he would be more transparent with me and that he’d communicate better with me. Lately it seems to be the same or maybe even worse. He’s very much to himself, still watches sports and plays lots of chess online. He used to bet on sports a lot. He says watching sports is not a trigger and when I ask him to explain so I understand better he says I wouldn’t understand. I feel that he isn’t helping me to feel comfortable. To scare me even more just today while he was playing chess I blew the circuit by accident and I guess his computer shut off because of it causing him to lose the game. He screamed and was pretty angry at me. I did not see this as being normal. I didn’t react because I don’t want to make matters worse. I really need help and advice about ways that I can communicate with him effectively. I’m holding on and really trying but I don’t know how much longer I can do this. 🙁

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