[c21]

I have a whole in my heart that is burning.
My emotions have been eradicated to none.

My selfishness have pockets turning. Cash is my heroin
it drives me on and on.

I often think of death as a comfort but my sadness keps me here.
I look at unknowing faces and it fills my heart with fear.

I am consumed and being eaten alive by this cancer witch I have such a hard time to overcome.

Gambling is cancer once all comes undone.

So I pray. I ask god for forgiveness and I hope he listens to me

I pray and pray and pray.

[c21]

Im not myself atm

[Paul2017]

Alone is not the tone
we think we are
and everyone is far
but the truth is we make it like that!

We cant throw it
we cant break it
but with help and support
we can stop being distraught
we can be taught!

I hope and pray
that God will stay
help us beat
AND keep us on our feet x

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