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      ntiakito1995
      Participant

      Hi there… I first saw gambling therapy before 2 months.. I already had lost like 7000€ had like 2 more in my bank acount… Last 3 years i lost like 35000 in total… So i thought it is enough i didnt only lost my money but i lost also time.. Friends.. Girlfriends and moments… So i said that i will stop.. I stoped for 18 days.. And the firat day i gambled again i lost 2k… I wanted to kill myslef but i realize it is not worthing. So i took a lawn from a friend of 3 thousand to cober expenses for the months that we are in lockdown until jobs open again! But you know what right? I gambled again and lost everything.. I am afraid guys that i will never be able to get clean of this shit.. Yesterday i teyed to play again but i blocked myself from everything.. So today with a head more sober.. I want to say congrats to everyone that is dealing with this demon!! I hope that one day we will be clean of thia shit guys!! My biggest fear now is the future…i want to pay my debts and work again.. But i dont want to lose my money again like that!

    • #76085
      velvet
      Moderator

      Hello and thanks for starting a thread in the Gambling Therapy forums
      Here at Gambling Therapy we pride ourselves on being a caring and diverse online community who can help and support you with the difficulties you’re currently facing. We understand that this might be a tough time for you, particularly if you’re new to recovery, so come here as often as you need to and participate in the forums, access online groups and connect to the live advice helpline if you need one to one support. We’re in this together!
      Here on the forum you can share your experiences in a safe, supportive and accepting environment. The beauty of writing it all down is that you can take your time and you will be creating a record of your progress that you can look back on if it ever feels like you’re not moving forward. So, share as much or as little as you like but do try to stick to keeping just one thread in this forum so people know where to find you if they want to be updated on your progress or share something with you.
      As well as the forums New Members are invited to join Charles in the New Members Practical Advice Group On Mondays at 21:00 (UK) and Thursday at 19:00(UK)
      And on that note….
      I’m going to hand you over to our community because I’m sure they will have some words of wisdom for you 🙂
      Take care
      The Gambling Therapy Team

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