Hi again. Well so much for dh actually trying and being a good guy. I have been kidding myself for the last however long it’s been since I stopped coming here weekly. He’s getting bad again and he can see it and I guess he just doesn’t care. It makes me so angry to watch him and not be able to force him to help himself. He has the tools he knows what he needs to do yet he just doesn’t give a ****. I REALLY just want to break his face.
nothing I saw works it just makes it worse. I don’t want to get a divorce, but is that’s what it’s going to come to? Either that or I can live in anger and hate forever which I do not wish to do.
I need some strengh to continue the fight I guess.
Be who you are and say what you feel because those who mind don’t matter and those who matter won’t mind!