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    faith7
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    Hi everyone, so I had my baby 3 months ago, and I knew things wouldn’t change. Everything is back to the way it was and it fkn sucks to be in this situation. Please excuse my language, but I am DONE dealing with a cg. First of all, we have two kids together and he doesn’t have a job. I am the one going to school AND working AND caring for our children. He stresses me out more than my children do. Recently he has been doing things that are pushing me further and further away from him. I don’t know what to do anymore. I am ready to leave him, but he doesn’t understand me. He doesn’t leave. He take MY car and I hate it when he does, because I need my car and it gives him a reason to come back. Then I tell him to leave again, and he takes my cell phone with him which he knows I need. I am sick of him not listening to me. It’s like his brain is jacked up. I want him to leave, but he just won’t. I am starting to accept the fact that I need to do things on my own and I wish he would just move on. He always apologizes to me, but I am to the point where I feel that he abuses the word “sorry.” He says it every day, and honestly I never knew I could have this much anger towards someone I love. His gambling is pushing us apart and it’s very sad because we have kids involved. He will “hustle” to make money, and he always promises me that he will give it to me for the bills. Every time he gives me money, he steals it from my wallet. It’s like I can’t even trust him anymore. Every single dime that he makes goes towards gambling. He never made cash out in years. It doesn’t really bother me that he didn’t make a payout, what bothers me is what he will go through and how he will disrespect me to deposit money to gamble. I have two kids to take care of and I am stuck in this situation. I understand that gambling is his problem not mine, that I why I am ready to be done with him. Its easier said then done.

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