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      I’ve been getting e-mails saying something like July has 5 Fridays, 5 Saturdays and 5 Sundays.  This happens only in a blue moon and it means it’s a money month.  When I saw 5 full weekends (plus a holiday) this month I thought "CRAP, this is going to be a really hard month to get through!" I am/was a weekend and holiday gambler. For a weekend gambler, those weekends mean a ‘big money loss month’. But, I’m sure all the casino owners are calling July a money month because I’m sure it will be for them!
      I’ve been a poster on this site off and on for a few years.  I start doing good and then I slack off reading and don’t know what to say so I just quit posting.  Then I start gambling and come back when I need help.  This time I came back BEFORE I started gambling again and I’m so glad I did.
      After paying off my final credit card, I wanted to celebrate by going to the casino.  How stupid is that?  So, knowing I couldn’t trust myself, I came back here and spent the past month leaning on Vera for support.  Thank you my friend!
      My plan is to keep all the road blocks in place, read and post regularly, and always remember the broken spirit, self loathing shell of a woman that walks out of the casino is me. I don’t want to put my soul through that again.

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