I recently wrote everything I was going to do, I didn’t do it, and cried after. Now, I’m more focused. I want to support myself, and, if I have to find another job in a month then making myself happy, matters. I think, I have had to look back and say, ok, fun cannot be lasting forever, and I need to take on a mere human approach. Journallin, has helped me do that. Journalling has helped me do a thorough look back before I cannot finish, my everyday goals, my everyday adult responsibilities.