I saw online i think bbc sports website , that the owners of horses were boycotting some meetings the other week . Some of the fields were down to 2 runners the most about 4 or 5. I admit i did check the results the next day because i honestly believed that every favourite would win every race because of the diminshed numbers , i done this twice. Although i was in the topic grouplast night i had totally forgotten i had done this until now. Oh and the outcome was not all the favourites won 🙂
I recently wrote everything I was going to do, I didn’t do it, and cried after. Now, I’m more focused. I want to support myself, and, if I have to find another job in a month then making myself happy, matters. I think, I have had to look back and say, ok, fun cannot be lasting forever, and I need to take on a mere human approach. Journallin, has helped me do that. Journalling has helped me do a thorough look back before I cannot finish, my everyday goals, my everyday adult responsibilities.