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  • #9415
    stanciulete
    Participant

    Pff…my 1st day clean ..i feel so good…thats the best way.i’ll continue to post my evolution..so far barierrs ar good..thank you all.

    #9416
    Dunc
    Keymaster

    Great Start Stanciulete
    A good recovery is often started with finding solid barriers & support.
    Keep posting, keep learning about the addiction and how the addiction takes control of you… Every action you make will have a reaction, so think wisely about your choices as you follow your new path
    Take Care
    Harry25 year poker player, 25 year Hierarchal fool, 25 year ego boost…  Intellectualisation was my down fall, simplicity was my salvation

    #9417
    alwaysthefish
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    I haven’t gambled for exactly 1 month now. 2 days ago my brain tried to trick me into believing that if I played solid poker (my A game that is)  I could actually make money. I came close to installing poker software, but then realized I have blocking software installed. I quickly realized I installed that software for a reason, came to this site, read a couple of posts and forgot about gambling. I just know I can’t beat the games and it’s such a waste in time in addition to wasting money.
    I’m on my way to Ukraine now and I used to play live poker there a lot, anytime we went there. Small games, a lot of fun, good food. I hope, however, I won’t give in. If I weren’t a compulsive gambler I could go there have fun with the boys, play for a couple of hours and then, win or lose, leave. But being a compulsive gambler a visit there could open a door to something very ugly and unpleasant.
     If you dine with the devil, bring a long spoon

    #9418
    stanciulete
    Participant

    Hey fish..keep yourself clean..in my 2nd day i feel so good…and now my priority is my girl…my 2nd day is a clean day becouse i didn’t have that feeling like before…now i feel i’ll never be so compulsive like before…your are going to ukraine ?.. come over romania ? …

    #9419
    alwaysthefish
    Participant

    I’m actually driving though Poland to get there. I’ve been to Romania actually a few ***** when I was a kid. I’m from Yugoslavia (Serbia) originally. Left over 20 years ago though. My mom’s grandfather was born in Romania, but he was a Hungarian himself. Long story…  
    Where in Romania are you?If you dine with the devil, bring a long spoon

    #9420
    stanciulete
    Participant

    I’m in Petrosani..small town..at the foot of Parang montains ftom Carpathians..wherr did you go in my country ?…i was in poland ..at Cracovia..and Auschwitz..in an expedition with my girl..you are an easter multiculture man …

    #9421
    alwaysthefish
    Participant

    I don’t really remember, it was a long time ago. I know we visited Bucarest and Timisoara and if I remember correctly we even skied one time somewhere in Romania.
    And yes, I love Eastern Europe, if no for other reason, then for its women!!!   :)))
    How’s your day 3 going?
     
     If you dine with the devil, bring a long spoon

    #9422
    stanciulete
    Participant

    My..3rd day is good..no play..only 3 euro at slots…i don’t even know why..now i prepare to go with my boys at football…oo timisoara..therr i go almost weekly and bucharest..thats our capital..next year i hope i will move there with my girl..start a better life..forget about my faols here..you ? How are you ?.

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