Gambling.. God i wish i had a better adiction this is the worst i swear. Everytime i have money i just need more i can’t stop. Money seems to lose value, it’s never enough. A couple months ago i had saved nearly 600 euros to buy something nice for myself guess what, throw it away gambling, now i had put together 200 just to build some wallet guess what today i lost it. I’m 18 studying (or atleast trying) and nothing seems to go right. When i get money for me it’s never a good amount, i think of all the things i want and all the money i need. Surely im depressed and just want to vanish.. Will have a friends dinner next week and the money i had to go its gone with my stupid addiction. Is there hope for me in this world?
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