Last night i fell off the wagon again and those horrible feeling came back. I have to stop because i hate the feelings and it is making my life miserable. Today i relaized i gamble to escape reality of life that is not a good thing because life goes on whether i deal or not. all i have done is make my worse on my own.
everyone needs someone to confide in and now i have you all and it is awesome i can tell you guys all i want and you dont judge me or tell me i dont have problems. i know one day at a time and today is my first day of a new life no more gambling i will remind myself every second i can to over come this matter.Its all good