I am finding that I am starting to re-build a trust in my BF but I am also very guarded. This took giving him a couple doses of reality as far as keeping our relationship together. He knows now that I support him but I am not going to let his addition dictate mine or my son’s life. I am moving through so many changes going from devastation, worrying what others think about me staying with him among other things. I feel that I have hope now that we will get through his CG together. I know the support I am getting here is a big part of this. Thank you to everyone that has replied to my posts. Thank you to everyone that has posted their experiences also. I have read through many of them and am benefiting greatly.