I still have’nt told my partner probably besause he is so intimadating also scared because he does’nt understand how someone can be addited to and throw money away to gambling. Spending hard earned money on slot machines is like taking a hand full of cash and lighting it on fire he has said.
The thought of gambling makes me sick but the spark of excitment to try it one more time continues. Every day I Read other cg experiences helps me know I am not alone. One minute, one hour, one day at a time is what I need to achieve success. I am so disappointed in myself that I cann’t come up with the courage to tell him. He is such a beautiful person. I love him dearly.Life is too short, we must savour the moment.