Today i wanted to run away. Not face another day. But getting stronger as the day goes on. A glimmer of light is making me stronger. I will fight on and the light will get brighter. My emotions will fade as my happiness gets stronger. I will be happy again one day. I know it when i hear a voice say. Jean its not your time today so i live for another day. I will not let life get me down. i will try to fool around. Have fun in ways before gambling took control. I want my life back so bad. Get this depression out of my head. A smile will replace my sorrow. So bring on tomorrow.