Since I found out again about cg gambling all his money away on Tuesday, I’m really finding it hard as I really don’t know what to do!! I wish I did. I told cg that I don’t think we are meant to be together!! I told him I want to be happy, I don’t want to be worrying when he’s on his days off that he will be gambling while I’m at work. I don’t want to see him throw his life away!! I just feel really sad and don’t want to. He has told me that he will beat gambling if it’s the one thing he ever does!! I hope he does for him! But I’m not sure if it’s too late for us as a couple! I should follow my head not my heart! I have never felt this mixed up before. He said he will start using this site! I’m glad it’s the weekend tomorrow as I have had to try to carry on as normal at work, as people do not know! I just want to cry!! I dread the thought of his pay day coming just because I worry what he will do!!