[jade2013]

Hello
I have hit rock bottom.  For the last year and a half I half gambled away all my savings and 401k.  I’ve lied and hurt my husband.  I put myself in debt when I didn’t have to.  I’ve become angrier and angrier.  I get mad very easily now.  I feel like a completely different person.  I used to be happy and liked to laugh and talked  to people.  Now I just keep to myself.  I’ve isolated myself from my friends and family.  I used to enjoy life and did things.  Now all I can think about when I am awake is going to the casino.  I even dream about slots.  How pathetic is that?  All I do is cry and worry about money now.  I want the old me back.  I want to stop lying and hurting my husband.  I want to be happy again. 

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