Hello I have hit rock bottom. For the last year and a half I half gambled away all my savings and 401k. I’ve lied and hurt my husband. I put myself in debt when I didn’t have to. I’ve become angrier and angrier. I get mad very easily now. I feel like a completely different person. I used to be happy and liked to laugh and talked to people. Now I just keep to myself. I’ve isolated myself from my friends and family. I used to enjoy life and did things. Now all I can think about when I am awake is going to the casino. I even dream about slots. How pathetic is that? All I do is cry and worry about money now. I want the old me back. I want to stop lying and hurting my husband. I want to be happy again.