[Seanraj4731]

Today 21st December 2023
Four years ago this journal help levitate the mind from crazing the habit. Yes still free from it all. Very thankful for the support received from this website. This gambling element has many in a trance where the mind is no longer ur best friend but ur worse nightmare. The destructive manner had it become the joy it took of life whereas to fabricate stories to lure ppl in feeding u the fuel to continue fulfilling the urges. Yes the mind had a big role to play when it is hooked on this habit. 4 yrs and 15days free.always giving thanks

[Seanraj4731]

Hello Craig
Started out just the same as you buddy back in 06 12 2019. Still free from it all. Been through alot since enjoying it one day at a time. Finding the strength necessary to stay alive with a healthy mental status. This addiction really messes with ur mental man. You know it. It’s been so long. You are aware of the energy and vibes it contain. Continue to focus now on this present moment being aware of all that is is now. Staying in the present moment is all there is. So let out all the rest. Let’s take this one moment at a time to pull yourself together. You got Craig. You stay focus on renewing your mindset each moment keeping your mental health healthy more than u know each moment healing comes healing restoration and full recovery is now bro. Take it embrace the moment. The moment is NOW

[Seanraj4731]

It’s been 2years 3months and 2 days free from this. Indeed very grateful. Enjoying the goodness of life through nature and spending time in solitude. Being by myself feels good. Love spending time with new gf especially our planned trips and adventures together. Thanking God for opening up doors to live a very gracious life. Being humble at peace with everything and being able to enjoy the continuous harmonious tune of life.
Stay bless.

[Seanraj4731]

Its day 682 free from the habit. wow. it is a continuous journey on the pathway of recovery and healing. have been keeping a good mindset thinking and speaking words of healing and blessings over life. Its a little disappointing that son is not here to enjoy those adventures he is in south africa with his mom. hardly been keeping in touch due to their internet expense and time zone differences.it’s just excuses.gonna work around that. thankful for the goodness of life and great blessings being poured in it. loving life. very thankful for the journey is now. everything is now. thankful always. stay bless.

[Seanraj4731]

One Year freedom

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Thank you

[Seanraj4731]

Good day everyone hope all is going great for those on this pathway of recovery and healing. So far being very strong minded abt the goodness of life and its wonderful blessings it has to offer. Indeed grateful as always for the peace joy happiness and all the wonderful things that life has. Each moment lived being positive and consistently remaining focused on the awesome mindset we all need to have keeping on this pathway of recovery and healing Thank you. Stay blessed. Be positive.

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[Seanraj4731]

Recognize the thoughts and being aware of it is very important to you. Thank you for these signs and indications of what had happen in the past. Our main and central focus is our now moment our present the awareness of embracing and living in the now. Its all there is. The now moment to let life live through you. You are going to start living each moment as it was like a new awakening. Being positive and giving thanks.

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Happy joyful giving thanks always. Be bless staying positive.

[Seanraj4731]

Good day everyone know that this journal wasnt updated since July 2020. Being free is absolutely fantastic. Events of August: Covid restrictions put in place after the general elections in Trinidad as the number of case rises. Spend a weekend getaway at a beach lodge with my new found love. Had plenty of fun discovering new place and history. Attended GA meetings and discussed ways of recovery. Special mention was given to this website. Speak very highly of this forum. Living my life to the fullest. Enjoy great moments with my new found love and discovering more about myself in the process. On the 23 August exwife and son left Trinidad en route to south Africa. It was a rollercoaster of emotions and feelings. Only human. Dealt with that by reaching out to friend via phone contact and speaking to them about the entire ordeal. It is a relief by doing so. Very very thankful for that. On the 24th Aug booked a beach house and spend a night with my new new found love and enjoy cherishable moments with her. Absolutely beautiful and amazing time we had together. Enjoy the wonderful night at the beach and witness the sunrise at 555am and in the spur of the moment got a quick dip in the sea.

It was a thrill.

Had good fun and learning about each other. Understanding and being humble in this relationship. It is a blessings. Very thankful for.

Took up cooking food tasted absolutely delicious.   Yummy!!!!

Had fun in the pool. Talk laugh did bible studies, prayer for each other.

Wrote love letters to each other.

Discover new places.

Living a great life. Being happy with the simple things that life has to offer. Thank God for his mercies.

Stay positive. Thank you for taking time out to read this journal.

Until again keeping in touch

[Seanraj4731]

Thank you my brother for your words of wellness and blessings. It is good to read from you. Always a pleasure. Thank you for your advice and strong support during the recovery stages and continuing along it is great to keep coming over unto this platform and see how well we have progress. I am thankful for it. Stay bless my brother. Stay safe. 

[Seanraj4731]

We all need to fill our minds with new thoughts cut off the negative thoughts and renew the mind refocus rewire and reprogram the mind in order to start your new life now.. reading the materials from GA going to help you get the mind reprogrammed and you definitely need to be constant. Remain committed. Furthermore before you hit rock bottom like many others you recognize that you have a problem and you made up your mind strongly to stop. You are going to stop. Now to stop, how to stop, where to stop, the thoughts from sinking in, let’s us reflect on the damage it cause just for one moment now let’s move on. Ask yourself ” do I want to continue this pattern?” If so then” how long will I last?” Take your first steps now and listen to your inner voice. So far how much has your life improve by feeding into this habit?. Only you can recognize the path you need to take in order for you to see a new way of healthy living. Awakening your mind to the new start of your life is going to start now. You make up your mind now to start your best life NOW.

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Being joyful being free from it all. Have a great life. Stay positive Stay focus on the goodness of life

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I have came to the hurdle where the livelihood and welfare is threatened so moving forward I kept away. It hurts it painfully not be able to see my son and spend quality time with him. Now far away from it all outside looking in seeing a different perspective being aware of who I am now finding joy in simple things seeking God to see it through giving it time to heal.. the damage was done the money was taken through these machines now make life difficult broken up marriages and relationships has torn through the heart. Living seeking peace from it all knowing it is there now needing it more than ever to be at peace.
nSeeking positive reinforcement being mindful of where to be at times the mind wavers so to keep strong look towards and draw the goodness of the storage from God Almighty. Thankful always staying positive being blessed
nThank you all for your wonderful advice and support
nKeeping strong

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Happy to give thanks for advice and very strong support. I am very grateful for all the many positive and wise words given as I progress onto a new month a new chapter of living free. Staying free of it all. Only joy laughter happiness and blessings from Almighty God. Bring your wonderful gifts onto the Lord Stay bless Stay safe. Love always

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Thankful as always for a new day a renew mind and health. Attended GA meeting on the 26/06/20. I was very happy to view my progress using the 90 days program booklet. My gf was also there to support. I am grateful for the encouraging advice and guided principles that was explain in real life experiences. Seeing my progress via this platform also enable me to perform my duties very well at work. I have spoken highly abt this platform to others as well to highlight its effectiveness and to show that individual that he/she too can overcome this habit. I am thankful for my progress thus far. I am looking forward to set up a GA program in the area where I live that is in south Trinidad so this too shall be a Avenue for change for those who really need to stay focus on that change. Review rewrite my thoughts rewiring my mind is a continuous process. It will also help me helping others. For which I am thankful for the support given here. Stay bless Stay positive

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