Hi Gbabyh, keep up the good work through recovery. The most important thing I had to express to family and friends that were now able to see the gambling addict in me. I am not defined by my gambling addiction. I am a mother, wife, friend, coworker, giver, helper, listener, confidant, and yes human. Gambling is our addiction, not who we are. Sounds like you have good support now. Surround yourself with positive people. I wish you the best on your recovery!