Hi Kpat, I sat in my garden today…on the old battered deck , on an old bettered garden chair and read my bible. Like always I was guided to just the passage I needed.
I found myself counting my blessings .. I still have a garden to sit in !!!
I know what you mean.. The pull it gambling is so strong, but you are doing great to resist.
You have a lot of responsibility.. But you handle it well!
However, sometimes it might be good to have another enjoyable activity to take time out.. Can you remember what you used to enjoy?
I am finding it hard To even have thoughts of anything else . I hope your day gets easier and u have a good Saturday !!