[Dark Energy]

Hi G Rec,
thanks for your reply, I have tried the accountability approach but unfortunately didn’t work with me.
I am not open about my addiction, I really feel ashamed to inform anyone about it.. I guess this is one of the reasons for my relapse. I will be ready to tell someone about it once I become financially strong again. but now I prefer to die and not tell anyone about it.
I am fighting this addiction alone. I know it is hard, but I have progressed somehow.

I am thinking to add an additional step like having a one-to-one session with an online therapist. is it helpful? Does anyone try such a thing? is there any added value?.