I think it was risky playing the machine for some one else but we are all different, if you felt that was ok for you so be it. its your recovery, for mine if i had done that i would not be here to tell the tale i would still be there! well done on your honesty, i guess you know how it effects you and if that is something you want or not.. its not for me to judge, i just know for me i cant gamble fullstop there is no grey area, its black or white.. gamble or dont gamble.. for some people they can do that but i am not one of those people, which is the reason i am here..
Congrats on your gamble free time and good on you for continuing to post and being real..
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