Thanks Cat, i did see that i know you meant sweet hehe.. well i am here with the consequences. Wading through the mud that ive created. I find it hard to believe it. I am in a fog and it is hard to get through the day. I am in emotional agony but i have to hide it from the world but i can be real here and at GA and at my counselling sessions. I put on a face to minimise the affect on others. **** it till you make it has gotta be better than being how i really am at this point. So to the outside i seem ok, Inside my heart is broken and i am crying. I feel unsupported and i feel alone. First time i have felt like this. I know i have support here and GA but i feel alone. I know this will get better. I have created this experience. I can create better days. Its just getting through the now that is the challenge. My head is crazy but i am here. I will recover.
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