[jansdad]

So, yes, I’m having a really “good run”. Meaning not gambling and not having urges to gamble. Days, even weeks go by without me even giving it a serious thought.

Blockers in place. I could get around them, but it would take me a couple of hours, so I don’t bother. Vera once pointed out that instant gratification is very important to us gamblers. I back that.

Anyway, I know there’s no reasons to get complacent and lower my guard. I’m trying to figure out though, how come the urges are gone and what is it in this period of my life that made the gambling and the desire to gamble go away. If I could figure that out, maybe I could be better prepared next time the urges emerge.