[lavende94]

Thank you for advices. I borrowed money so blockers I keep thinking how am I going to pay them and it keep pushing me back to gamble am still am loosing away its really bad . Sometimes I even think of taking my own life . Within a month I borrowed different pplz about 10k , lying to them in order to get cash . It’s so hard I thought of rehab but am ashamed wat pplz going to say about me sometime I need relocation trying but with no luck . My sleep is gone I can’t eat I can’t do anything . Am in a serious debt I hate myself I no longer spending time with my some .my husband doesn’t no that I relapse it will crush him . All I need is paying people debt be4 him finding out the install gamban