I confessed to Higher Power, to another human being and those reading about my shortcomings and character defects.
Tonight, I have return home after attending a gambling support group. I was not happy with how I behave just now because I heard a newcomer shared that he goes to XX to attend GA meeting.
I had to clarify with him in the group whether he seek professional help like counselling at XX and whether he works the 12 steps recovery program in GA. He neither seek counselling help at XX and didn’t work the 12 steps recovery program in GA. I did not want the others in the group to be confused by him.
I read that crime committed with good intentions are still punishable by the court of law and sins committed with good intentions are still punishable by Higher Power. Maybe I should have kept my mouth shut.
I should leave everything to my Higher Power. I should be still and humble. I should focus on my Higher Power. I should trust my Higher Power more. I should put my priority on Higher Power.
I make the mistake of focusing on people and place. I lost my focus on my Higher Power and priority.
God, you say in Isaiah 55:8-9 niv
8 “For my thoughts are not your thoughts, neither are your ways my ways,”
9 “As the heavens are higher than the earth, so are my ways higher than your ways and my thoughts than your thoughts.
Teach me God, to trust you more and trust me less. Help me God, to be still and humble.