Hi Bettie, so sorry that you are having health problems. Also that you have gambled. It never goes away does it, the gambling addiction, we have it for life. I know that you know what you need to do and I also know that no matter what anyone tells us we have to do it ourselves. Nothing changes, if nothing changes. It does seem as if life sucks at times, but gambling does not help it just adds to the stress of everything. You have had one change after another with your job as they keep selling it to new owners. That is stressful enough to you without all your health issues. One day at a time Bettie!!! Take care.