Hi Don,
I have real concerns about what you wrote, it seems you are not someone who is planning how to recover and doing everything to get rid of this addiction, but you seems like someone who still trying to gamble but he needs to control it.
because there is a difference between the two cases.
this may sound a bit harsh but it is for your benefit, I asked you last time to post because I am reading your posts for the last 2 or 3 months, but till now I can’t tell at which stage of recovery you are.
there is a difference between:
A: someone who is still gambling and sees the damage that is caused by gambling, but he is still trying to win, trying to control his gambling.
B: and someone who is admitting that he is a gambling addict and he needs to find his way out of this addiction ( here there is no “control” it is either to stop or to continue gambling).
I was in position A two years ago, and now I am in position B and trying to find my way out.
so honestly where do you stand, are you in position A or B?