When my addiction was making noise and was louder than my recovery
I start to question my strength in recovery for each of them
1. faithful in staying gamble free – weak
2. loyal in staying gamble free – weak
3. obedient in staying gamble free – weak
4. firm in staying gamble free – weak
5. committed in staying gamble free – weak
6. dedicated in staying gamble free – weak
7. unwavering in staying gamble free – weak
8. uncompromising in staying gamble free – weak
9. willingness in staying gamble free – weak
10. endure hardship and pain in staying gamble free – weak
They are an area that I need to improve to resist going back to old ways
At the moment, it didn’t take much to make me gamble
I have progress for 9 months, but I am back to the same starting point now
I am unemployed, broke and heavily indebted again
It was nothing new; everything was the same
I am worried and stressed; I am trying to remain calm
I have received a conditional offer for a new job
and completed my pre-employment medical check up
I may have to wait for another week before I know whether I am accepted for the job
I am suffering from anxiety disorder and my skin is giving me problem
I have panic and become foolish and reckless; I have search for a quick fix and gamble in the past
I worry because I see no way for me
It was not strong, but I still have a little faith
I believe that my Higher Power has a way for me when there is no way
Turning to Jesus Christ means I have to give up gambling completely
Am I ready and willing to give up gambling completely?
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- この返信は1年、 9ヶ月前にnotyoung56が編集しました。