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When the situation change, I would change to adapt to the situation. This is how I survive all my life.

Many time when I stop gambling and there was any changes in my life, my belief can change and suddenly gambling become something acceptable. I do not have a moral compass. 

I cannot trust myself, my thoughts and feelings can change. It was not the same today, yesterday and tomorrow.

I must learn to give up my old ways.