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Hi All,
Well i got through today with no tears.  When the kids had to go in it was a bit of a mess, so by the time we actually got into the classroom i was a bit over it and just wanted to get Harry settled as quickly as possible and then let him get on with his day. He had a great time, although he hasnt said much, hes not a big talker and im sure he will tell me about it all when hes ready.  He did say though that he had a great day and loves school and he’s going back tomorrow so thats the main thing really.
I started the lifestyle change today, and i have to say, its not so pleasant eating meat all day!  But, i am persisting, one day down, 2 to go and then i can eat like a normal person, well, almost. I spent today cooking all sorts of meat so i have it ready to go and dont need to wait to eat anything.  I was getting tea ready for everyone else tonight, and was chopping up a carrot and out of habit took a bite.  I was chewing away when i realised i wasnt supposed to eat it so i was spitting carrot all over the place…lol, i must have looked ridiculous. Anyway, i will keep going and hopefully will get some good results.
Im pretty tired tonight, i went for a walk with Jode this morning, which was lovely and we have been talking about nothing else but food all day.  She is calling me ‘her meaty friend’…lol
Anyway, i think im babbling.  I hope you all had a good weekend.
Take care, bye for now, Kathryn xxSometimes you have to step outside of the person you’ve been, and remember the person you were meant to be, the person you wanted to be, the person you are.