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I originally typed on the subject line “Day 1 of December” and the Day 1 hit me so hard that I had to change it. I have had so many Day 1’s on this journey of recovery. I did not gamble in November and I will take December ODAAT. There are times that my thoughts turn to playing those machines… I start to remember the fun and excitement when I need to remember the despair, pain, self loathing. I do not plan on gambling today!!!